Losing Focus

My mind is a dark alley, i stumble threw it
sometime i trip sometimes i fall, but somehow
i stay in control of it all. Few see but many know
so how can  you judge by looking from head to toe?
I pour a potion to bring myself into focus, and end up
losing more of the same  I need a love ,a life to keep me sane.
I put my hand on my chest where is my heart? When do i begin
where should i start? Circumstances came threw an tore me
apart. Point me in a direction so this journey i can embark.
The journey for my soul, the journey for my heart.

 By: BTT

Dreamer

Find me a dream to dream give me a
Heart to beat an the lungs to breath
Be my eyes to see and my feet to walk
My body hurts and my mind is tired
Live your life and be mine at the same time
Let me give me, and you give you.
If love is the goal meet me in the end zone.
Kiss my heart an give it life.
I wake up an see your beautiful face in the light.

By: BTT

Words Never Said....

We decided to say goodbye instead of I love you because we both know we do, but just too afraid of what could happen to let our feelings show true. To watch the moon & stars with you is what I want to do, but instead I make sure you have all your things before you leave. I contemplate stopping you but I'll let you go this time and maybe the next. I really enjoy you too much to even chance you being a possible ex....

Seas of Stars

Endless night sky dotted with diamond star memories,
wind whistles with your voice, singin to me life's melodies,
shooting stars are like tears over meteor shower tragedies
creation anniversary, turned to a catastrophe,
apocalyptic scene with distortion in the galaxy
See my thoughts swimmin in a sea of stars,
creation theory big bang and my mind is God.
no doctrine or religion when i used to live in Eden,
burnt in hell now in purgatory on the waitin list to heaven
lost my sun now i'm losin my orbit
solar winter froze the heart and life with it
duelin with demons tryna ascend with the angels
Tryna see things from all perspectives and angles
mind and heart tangled emotions got me strangled
chokin on my words while we playin hangman
keep sayin the wrong words and the noose got me danglin
created my world with care but circumstances keep on challengin
heart and mind at war like light and dark fight but always balancing
black holes swallow stars, but pray with my star it ain't happenin.
Metamorphic mind metaphorical signs
intertwined in my universecreating a galactic design
It's Everything or nothing in this world of mine,
I'm father time gave heart to a woman so sublime
no blood when it beats just love so timeless
No heart no pulse love to death flatlines..

By.. Megg

My Dreams

My dreams are like visions
In a way they all come true
All of the ones that don't involve you
I've died a couple times
I survived once but that one was with you
I've seen the world crumble right next to me
Only to wake up to the world crashing down on me
Sometimes I dream about my last breathe
You stand in the background emotionless each time
Are these dreams some type of riddle or rhyme
I see my future when I close my eyes
You are always somewhere nearby
Maybe I've lived twice in this one life
One awake and the other in my dreams
Chasing you but everything else I seem to be catching....